This day

is strange. I have an iPod shuffle which I am putting music on. So now, once again, I will be one of those people walking around absorbed in my own music as I watch the rest of the world. And I'm excited. My work for school, my paper, I cannot concentrate on. But I'm also doing very little besides. This has been the problem for days now: to fill the hour. For some reason the time stretches and folds over me, giving me a weighty sort of feeling and I find myself washing away and getting lost in the blur. Other than this I can say that I feel pretty good. In terms of communication I've been getting things across with a fair amount of success. Or at least I feel good about my communication lately. Occasionally I will feel bouts of emptiness or sadness. And sometimes I will attempt to run from them. This, I think, is no good. All moods should be embraced in some fashion. Whether through music (playing, singing, writing) or through some other activity. Now it is time for me to get to my work. Though this impending graduation or the desire for summer and music and work makes me lazy and uninterested in all of my educational endeavors. I guess I'm in a music phase now. Where I can only think of music, feel it, play it, draw it, write it.
I think I will be getting a piano soon. I want to move away. And then travel extensively after a year or so. I also want a woman to love.
So much to do and so much fuckin time to do it.