Monday, November 19, 2007

Habit

Habit forms reason. Habit cares nothing for reason. Habit is blinding, but it can liberate. The possibility exists within habit to transform. I will transform my habits and thus myself.
The mornings will be spent making a substantial breakfast and relaxing with coffee - planning the day. I must strive to retire earlier in order to rise earlier. But if I am productive at late hours I should not stop myself. Nevertheless, 11pm is the absolute latest I will start a day before leaving Sweden.
I will go on a walk or run everyday at some point to clear my mind of filth.
My space must be organized so as to allow the mental chaos free reign to explore. We do not want external space to interfere within.
I must time myself on the computer. Only 30 minutes to an hour a day spent communicating.
6-8 hours per day researching, reading, writing. No exception.
The day is not for relaxing with a meal and watching a film or documentary. The flow of work cannot be stopped with this. Not until early evening is a break allowed.
Then work continues.
The desire to watch something while eating and all those other habits that have formed here from my laziness, or desire to escape myself, will be destroyed.
Born again from myself. From the ashes.

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